Entering the Club Three

A rather personal note..

Today I am enjoying my last day of age 29.. Gee I'm turning 30 tomorrow.. what a scarry thought! So many questions flooding into my mind, and I think I kinda subsconsiously trying to subdue those thoughts. Where do I go from here? This is one big question for me! Single and free at this age does make one wonder what to do with one's life.
I have spent nearly 3 years in Japan and have come very close to call it off so many times, yet after all those struggling times I still find myself here.. I am still searching for God's plan for my life, still wondering.. still waiting.. still praying.. but still no action *sigh*

Back to the original issue of turning 30.. some friends of mine have been eagerly waiting to welcome me to the Club Three, those whose (30 >= age < 40).. somehow I don't find myself so eager to join in :p A friend of mine, Sofi, has been a good encourager to me, assuring me that life is just beginning, there are still lots of fun waiting for me out there.. still I prefer to stay in Club Two. But the show must go on, the day will pass and the time will come when I will celebrate my 30th birthday. Then, I pray as that day comes, I will remember God's goodness and faithfulness and find His comfort and guidance.. continue to walk near Him and lead a better life, one that will bring glory to His name.